work it out

This week had been nothing but a roller coaster of emotions. One day I'm all giddy inside and out, the next I'm bawling like a widow. Life's pretty fucked up but I'm still glad that this is the only thing that gets me in a good and horrible way. I still feel blessed coz it's not all the time that we deserve 2nd chances to prove ourselves. Might as well take everything as a challenge. 

I know I've been making you feel clueless about my blog posts but as you see it, I'm being a bit mysterious because I don't like bragging about my job. I work in fashion retail and that is all you'll ever know about it. So I'll just leave it that way.

Anyhoot, about that dilemma I've said in my last post, I just figured out what I'll be getting me tomorrow. I seriously want that MAC lipstick in Rebel or Media only because I've been having frequent lazy make up days. Yes, I've become so lazy when it comes to putting make up on my face so excuse my appearance when my right eye shadow is darker than the left side. And I'm just kidding. When I say lazy it means I apply make up in a very slow manner, k? Haha. And I'm just blabbing here about make up, so on so forth.

Only 32 days to go before Christmas and I feel so fucking lazy to set up our tree. Kept on thinking that it's ze boyfriend's job to do that. You know how they say that old habits die hard? Well it does, for me atleast. Bahahahaha. Fine, I'm just making a perfect excuse for my laziness again. Anyways, I feel Christmas in the air when I'm at work but it's a different story when I get home... nope, I'm not being overly dramatic about this one... just doesn't feel Christmas-ey at home only because my sister's not here yet. But, I'm feeling a no-sleep-hello-eyebags-hangover-syndrome-at-work come her arrival on the 10th. Peak season plus sister in the Philippines is equals to low blood pressure and a humongous black circle below my eyes. PANDA MODE IS ON! And my much anticipated Aldo Calcagni wedges slipped my mind. I'm fucking bragging about this one coz they are really pretty. Bahahahaha. Want proof... here yah go...

Pretty right? I remember stating it here that shoes will always be my first love and that bags only come in second. And I said it again coz I feel it's a very appropriate thing to say after showing you this picture. Hahaha.

Goodbye for now minions, I feel a little demented, this blog post is pretty bizarro. Thank you.

-Nel