lazy daisy come fly with me

I've been having consistent lazy make up days this past week and I'm scared that my fave lipstick will take its toll and say goodbye to my hungry lips. I gotta get me new MACs. I need to get me dark red hues or something purple... dark purple. I love how a simple swipe of lipstick can make me look made up. I also need to get me some lipstick brush. I'm just hoping that Shangri-la has MAC in Media come Tuesday.

Anyhoot, I've noticed that aside from my lazy make up days, my way of dressing had evolved unconsciously. I got my GCs last month and bought clothes that isn't really me. I've been having wardrobe changes since the year had started. And my closet looks like it's going to puke one of these days. I need to get rid of the clothes I barely wear. College is to blame for that part coz I've a whole lot of shirts that I  can't even wear to work now... and even on my days off. Anyways, here's a sample of my surprising wardrobe change...

 

So not me right? But, I actually like it. I might reconsider leaving cuteness behind and accept being pretty. Bahahaha. That sounded futile and gay.

Adios!

-Nel

a BB farewell

In a couple of hours, 2218EBD3 will be gone. It's not that I've let go of my loyalty, it's just that I want to move on to something better. I will put it back to where it came from. I am seriously getting a bit emotional for we've been together for 2 years. We've shared a whole lot of memories. It even gave me a whole lot of amazing discoveries in that 2 long years. I decided to give you up in a very impulsive way and the main reason for that still has a very indefinite answer but I took the risk. Geez, I know I sound pretty crazy and idiotic but this is how I really feel so just shut the fuck up and stop reading this entry.

I still remember those days when I'd rely on you a lot... to kill boredom, internet usage, communication, photos, alarm. You are amazing in the most brilliant kind of way. I'm sorry that I have to give you up in exchange for something better, that's just the way it is and supposed to be. 

So here it goes...

BB Curve 2218EBD3, thank you, farewell, you will forever be missed.

-Nel

January had passed by so quickly...

So how do you do this again? Bahahahaha. Blog, sorry for abandoning you, I couldn't even get the password right.

Anyhoo, I am a year older since my last post and it  feels lame. Coz I still look the same. (rhyming) Nothing changed so far, but my laziness is starting to plague me again. I miss slacking so much. Gone are the days when I could waste time in an impulsive way. Those days when I'm still allowed 10-15mins before I seriously get up from bed. When staying up late wouldn't matter and affect me the next morning. I've been wanting to be productive since the day I've finished school, and now I am seriously wanting that unproductive life back... even for just a week. Yes, just a week long of that coz I wouldn't want that for a life time. I hate being useless. But still, I am allowed to waste time in a futile way right? So this is how growing up feels. Responsibilities just pile up in a finger snap. In order to live, you have to earn something. Then time just passes you by.What a sad reality. But, I'm still thankful... every day had been nothing but a blessing no matter how many times I've been thrown with shit.

And as to whatever happened last month, it should be a complete blur by now, even if it still weakens my heart every time it slips my mind. It really sucks that unfortunate things had to happen before we find out the truth. I'll just leave every thing to HIM. 

-Nel