So how do you do this again? Bahahahaha. Blog, sorry for abandoning you, I couldn't even get the password right.
Anyhoo, I am a year older since my last post and it feels lame. Coz I still look the same. (rhyming) Nothing changed so far, but my laziness is starting to plague me again. I miss slacking so much. Gone are the days when I could waste time in an impulsive way. Those days when I'm still allowed 10-15mins before I seriously get up from bed. When staying up late wouldn't matter and affect me the next morning. I've been wanting to be productive since the day I've finished school, and now I am seriously wanting that unproductive life back... even for just a week. Yes, just a week long of that coz I wouldn't want that for a life time. I hate being useless. But still, I am allowed to waste time in a futile way right? So this is how growing up feels. Responsibilities just pile up in a finger snap. In order to live, you have to earn something. Then time just passes you by.What a sad reality. But, I'm still thankful... every day had been nothing but a blessing no matter how many times I've been thrown with shit.
And as to whatever happened last month, it should be a complete blur by now, even if it still weakens my heart every time it slips my mind. It really sucks that unfortunate things had to happen before we find out the truth. I'll just leave every thing to HIM.
-Nel
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