Work felt strange yesterday. Remind me again how to deal with extreme changes. Crucial holiday rush is about to begin and I'm feeling every bit of laziness running in my veins. I'm starting to think that I don't like my job anymore... quitting is at the end of the line so far. I still don't know how to handle goodbyes in a mature way, I still let it get me. I don't like unfamiliarity. It's awkward, strange and sad to say bleak. LIFELESS. So I guess all good things really do come to an end. Blah. It felt like I lost a limb, well 2 to be exact. Geez, I need to get back on my game and play it smoothly again. Just thinking about it makes me stare in nothingness.
Good times, they're but good memories now.
Adios!
-Nel
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