Tomorrow might be my judgement day coz I'm passing my evaluation sheet to my ASM. I dunno how I'm supposed to be feeling right now but everything inside my tummy feels like there's a mosh pot in there and they're all rumbling and jumbling and it's making me gassy. Hello there fart queen. And I'm overeating like crazy that it gives me heartburn sometimes. Doesn't really feel good when you are prolonging the agony. I'm not really sure what will happen but I'm still keeping my fingers crossed. I want this job so badly that I was able to give up my weekends and holidays yah know. I even dismissed Lazy Daisy and never entertained her. It's not only wanting this job, I also need it. This is the only thing that makes me different from them. (by them, I prefer not to mention it here due to family matters) I want to totally runaway from my ugly and dark past... the irresponsible black sheep... the middle child sickness. I've had my dark days and I swear I won't ever go back.
Whatever's going to happen tomorrow, I'll just leave it all to God. That's what I did before this all started. I know He'll give me what I only deserve and what is best for me. I shall never question His ways. But, I'll keep on believing that whatever I'm asking for, He will give it. I'm always keeping the faith. :)
Wish me luck for I'll break a leg. Goodnight.
-Nel
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