two years

So it's been 2 years since my last post? I know I am the lamest blogger there is, but hey, I'm getting old. I don't get to have free time to be able to pour out some of my bullshit in cyberspace anymore. I know it's sort of sad but I gotta get used to it. Life is starting to be really bleak these days. 

Anyway, two years ago I thought that by this time I would be more at peace with the way I'll live my life. But, surprise (not really), everything is still the same. I still don't have any fucking idea what I want, what I really wanna do. I still fuck up most of the time and no surprise here, my superior still hates me. I'm getting pretty sick of the latter actually. People should sometimes learn to leave me alone and let me do my own shit. We were meant to be doing different things and we're supposed to handle our monsters differently too. The end.

And on the brighter side of life, the family's off to Canada again in two months. Our tita is getting married and the three of us will be bridesmaids. Been trying to seriously lose weight since the start of this year and I've been failing consistently. But, two months is a long time to go so i won't lose hope, there's still enough time to fail. -____- And again, side trip to the US is part of the itinerary. I'm giving New York a chance to enchant me. 

So, I guess here's to another two years that will take me to make a new post again.

Highfive yo!

-Nel