Ok then, let's see if I still have the power to squeeze some thoughts outta my drained out hard head.
My life is still as bleak as ever because I've been engaged with my work and it takes most of my time. I'm as lame as ever coz I'm starting to become like those career driven women I see on the movies. Funny that I'm really not taking work seriously but I'm turning into a workaholic impostor. Again, only because I'm spending my consciousness at work. I'm really getting sick and tired of it but the craziest thing is, I'm only staying because I don't know what and where I'll be headed if I quit without a safe option... that option is, sure fire employment. The main reason why I wanna quit my job is because I miss having weekends. Being able to spend time with my family during their free days is what I've been itching to experience again. I miss doing weekend routines with my family. Having this kind of job makes me feel like a slave and a person with abnormalities. I've been relying on Thursdays for free time but I still want more of it. Having just one rest day in a week is so hard for me to accept... I am the queen of slacking and I know that I don't deserve that kind of pleasure. I need more time to relax and unwind.
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Anyway, on the brighter side... I got rid of my curls as it made me miss brushing my hair with my ginormous brush. And also, permed hair makes me look fat and stressed. Speaking of fat, I've enrolled 3 weeks ago in a nearby, but sort of popular gym that is only a 20min ride from our house. I'm doing boxing 3x/week and I've spent a lot on things that I need to be able to enjoy it. I got me some wicked pink boxing gloves, pink hand wraps and the most wicked of it all, a hot pink Nike Zoom Elite. Now I'm broke. I never thought I'd be serious about losing weight that I'd enroll in a gym to get rid of these excess flabs. But, glad to say that I'm enjoying it. I also needed some form of stress reliever that doesn't require popping pills in my mouth. It's actually kind of fun because I get to release tension and anger in a healthy sort of way. Kekeke.
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And on the not so normal side, I've been crushing on Xian Lim for quite some time now... I've dreamt of him a last week. Weird right? I know that like my other crushes, this too shall pass... but I'll let it linger for a while. Bang!
Have a good night's sleep minions.
-Nel
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