I've been feeling a little too sentimental since my first post here, and who am I kidding because it had only been 22 hours ago. I had been stuck in the past since last night and I can't get out of it. So I decided to just go with it and do something productive about it. This must be one of the signs of aging. And as much as I hate to admit it, I miss the old me. Careless and impulsive. When responsibility used to be miles away from me. When I used to not worry about time and being serious was a grown up thing. Everything still feels fresh to me.
I know it's way too impossible to go back, take a u-turn and just be in that moment once again. To be able to feel that familiar feeling. Even if I've had a handful of regrets, I don't care because they're inevitable anyway. It only proved that that long line of uncertainty will come to an end because of patience.
And as to relationships, I am more than happy that we are still together even if we started off a bit rocky. Who would've thought that we'd end up together? And I'm so looking forward to our beer date tomorrow coz nothing beats doing old habits with you.
So I'll end it here because I've been having blog overdose since my first post. Toodles.
-Nel
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